Babies

Luke and I have been talking for a while about having kids. Ever since we got married, the question has been brought up, nou just by us but by friends, by family. I don't really know what I think. Part of me is desperate to have a child. I see their fat cheeks, their long eyelashes, their soft hugs, and that's all I want. Not to mention the fact that if I had one, I wouldn't have to work for ages. And I'd get loads of attention. The right kind of attention. But another part of me can't deal with having kids